This afternoon I went for a walk in the late afternoon sunshine. Although it’s the second day of spring, the weather is still frigid in the mornings, almost as cold as in winter but by late afternoon spring seems just around the next curve of the road.
There is something about autumn sun light in this hemisphere. Its slanting at angles toward the earth burnishes green tree trunks like bronze or copper and makes me catch my breath in wonder. I love autumn’s golden glow on hay cut fields. Shades of brown become my favorite color palette.
But in early spring, like right now, it’s the air I notice. Crisp as ice in a lemonade glass spring air is fresh, clean, and new. It refreshes my lungs and my heart with the promise of new life, new hope, new energy and vitality. If fall displays itself with a last glorious burst of colored light before the long winter comes, then spring is windows thrown wide open to new, green shoots and taking down the winter shutters.
The distant dark mountains ringing the valley, rise up into the sky, crowned with fresh white snow. The setting sun reflects on the snow and sets the mountain momentarily on fire until the sun drops beneath the western horizon. Sturdy daffodil shoots appear out where the snow’s already disappeared against the warmth of houses. The canopy of trees holds on to passing clouds. No painter can capture such ephemeral beauty on canvas. We writers stand in awe, speechless, struggling to find any new words, a fresh metaphor for spring beauty. How can I possibly describe what’s been described hundreds of thousands of times before without sounding trite.
I see ice covered ponds beginning to crack and thaw, shifting the weight of their waters toward the shoreline where pairs of geese nest in the marshy reeds. I can’t see the goslings yet. Perhaps they’re already hidden in the cattails. Hawks fly in circles above the fields searching for food so I know small animals have survived the winter.
I hear melting snow water rushing down the hillside, carving furrows into the dirt. The running water creates swirling , circling patterns over the rock filled ditches. Soon the blackbirds will come and fill the trees with their melodies. Their songs sound like waterfalls high up in the pine trees. Lime green lichen brightens the north side of the pine trees, clinging to crooked branches while along the roadside, moss the color of Ireland and emeralds grows beneath the snow. The afternoon is a pleasurable gift. The more I look, the more I see. Snow drifts on the ground are peppered with gravel. A friend I’ve not seen for weeks is back in the area. Crows scold me loudly for disturbing their roosting. And there’s my neighbor’s happy three -legged dog, dancing a jig around my feet.
Suddenly my heart fills up with deep gratitude for God who invited me to “come and see that the Lord is good” on this afternoon walk. Everywhere I look, His glory abounds . Psalm 19 speaks of God’s glory in matchless poetry :
“The heavens declare the glory of God;
And the firmament shows His handiwork.
Day unto day utters speech,
And night unto night reveals knowledge.
There is no speech nor language
Where their voice is not heard.
Their line has gone out through all the earth,
And their words to the end of the world.”
Indeed, what I see is His glory displaying itself unabashedly in the heavens above and on this small patch of earth I inhabit. This mid March spring display itself bears evidence that our God is a glorious, magnificent Creator. His character is to create and “say that it is good.” For all God’s abundance, I am grateful to find His beauty wherever I walk. For all His mercy, I am grateful to live where the spring air is clean, unpolluted and life giving. I am grateful that I can take a walk in safety and come home to an unlocked door. For all God’s goodness, I am grateful that He was always with me in every situation. One gratitude leads to another gratitude, for family and for friends. For faith and a loving church family. For relationships. For my friends who drove up from Boise to have lunch with us today. For her husband’s healing from leukemia and the science which made his difficult treatments possible.
Most of all I thank Jesus for redeeming me from my old life and giving me a life with Him that I neither deserve nor have to earn. I am overwhelmed with God’s loving kindness to me and all my loved ones through many trials. Heartfelt gratitude becomes refreshing water like spring creeks rushing down hillsides.
Gratitude is a gift unlike any other. The act of being grateful expands the heart as it opens up to God’s incredible generosity. It reminds one of blessing upon blessing showered by a loving God, even in adversities. God created us to be grateful people and grateful individuals. For what would kind of persons would we be without it? I for one would probably walk through the world without ever look up, focusing on my own footsteps instead of discovering surprise after surprise along the way. If I could never acknowledge that I am being lavishly blessed, I’ll never know the One who lavishly blesses me. I’d miss out on an opportunity to go for a late afternoon walk, not by myself as I used to do, but in Christ’s blessed and blessing company.
Friede Gabbert